so much to do...

... but SO LITTLE TIME!!

Yesterday I attended my last class EVER. it was boring, as usual, and at the beginning I thought I couldn't wait, like usual. But when the teacher unexpectedly announced to end it about half an hour early, it felt so weird. I was like, "No, don't be over yet! I still want to be a student!" Then people started to pack up and the girl beside me chatted to me about how it was the holidays so soon, and next semester would be her last. I told her I was staying here for the break because I would be graduating in March, and how time went by so quick, as my mind was screaming, "Don't let this end now! I want to belong here a little longer! Or maybe forever!" ^^;;

Earlier this week was the deadline for most of my final papers, and I spent 2 whole days just staying home and staying up until I finished and polished not one, two, nor three, four.. but FIVE FRIGGIN' reports! I'm not proud of being the world's biggest living procrastinator, but I'm proud of what I can achieve under the pressure of a deadline.

The first month of this year had gone, the Chinese year of the Ox had also made its way, and the whole big family had gone to Kupang to celebrate it without me. Anyway, the rainy day today killed my mood even more. I wanted to be outside, but I didn't want to walk in the rain, and I just felt all useless in the end. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's kakizome with the guys, though! And as I pick up my good old happy mood hopefully I will be enjoying some holiday fun soon~